this should be amusing...

well ladies and gentleman, i'm back. strangely enough, i have returned to writing blogs. i blame this on stephanie, who asked me just 3 days ago if i had a blog. my answer, "sure, but i haven't written in it forever."

see, when i started writing my blog, i had this overwhelming feeling that i was important, had unique and different ideas to share, and wanted to captivate the world with some shocking observations about life, love and the pursuit of more wine.

but as it turns out, 3 years later, i knew exactly why i started writing that blog. i felt ignored, i was mad at the world, and upset with my life. things were changing rapidly and i needed to spew it out back at the world. it was a silly reason to start, and obviously, when things got better, i didn't care to write in my blog. in fact, the last post i wrote in the old blog was about the time that i felt my life changed for the better. it was just a day after i got my offer from Ford, and my crush at the time, finally got around to talking to me.

at this moment in my life, i'm generally content, and figure if i'm going to start writing again, this is the best time to do it. at least now i know i'm writing in the blog because i want to, and not because i'm upset that my life sucks or something. because it doesn't. my life is awesome.

but tonight i must sleep, and tomorrow, i begin to muse.